Hey guys, hope u r all having a wonderful start of the week.
Today has proven to be very nice
The sun is out, the weather is fabulous..68 degrees to be exact
I have a lot to be thankful for.
I traveled this weekend and God granted me journey mercies back and forth. despite the effort of the enemy to end my life.
Been reading a couple of blogs today and they are all so uplifting and inspirational
But despite all these, I feel a sense of sadness inside of me..
Im just going through the day and im not quite feeling the same
I cant seem to figure out why i feel this way
but one thing i know for sure is that the one person i really want to talk to isnt responding to me
i dont know if i should keep at this relationship or just let it go
A part of me is ready to just say forget it but another part is thinking maybe things will get better
But i hate the feeling of being ignored
I guess i just want to know what went wrong..I need closure
Maybe if i get closure i would let go..I've never stressed a relationship this much before and i dont know why i care so much..
When ppl have stopped talking to me in the past, I was able to let go preety quickly but for some reason, i cant seem to let this go..Its been about 6 weeks and im still hurting..
I thought i was doing fine until i had a dream last nite and it has completely taken over my thoughts today
I just need one conversation and i'll be fine
Or maybe i just need to pray to get over this
Monday, April 7, 2008
Blah Monday
Posted by Bookie19 at 5:36 PM
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5 comments:
Hmmmn....I know that feeling...and yes I feel you need closure and prayers....I wish u all the best dearie
xxx
I think we kinda similar in that wise cos I tend to worry a lot over the slightest things and half the time I cant seem to lay a finger on the cause. What I know however is that closure is good and if someone is ignoring you, keep approaching that person until they respond. Remember you're not doing it for them but for your own closure and peace of mind. Good luck and let us know how it goes
I think you should let nature take its course...remind urself that u cant always have whatu want....
if not her then certainly another...afterall r u no a fine naija soldier???
her loss...
Eiya sorry, hmmm You sound so melancholic.I feel your pain man. One experiences low days you know but don't worry cause you definitely will be fine.
i totally feel u on this one, this ish can be difficult and i still haven't figured that one out yet.
maybe u shd call them and ask to talk or just ignore the feeling and it'll pass ok.
take care hun, hope u feel better.
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