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I am so mad right now..I just wrote a long ass post and the stupid thing didn't post .pschewwwwwwwwwwwwwww..Rubbish.. I am now blogging about somehing else cuz that story was long and i dont have time to sit and write it again. Maybe some other day...Im so mad mehn.....Stupid blogger oshi....pschewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Anywayz jare my people, I have been so busy lately. I have a million and one things to do and i dont have enough time to do it. Being a full time college student with 2 jobs is no joke mehn..Kai..
1) Being having a lot of sleepless nights with ghana must go bags under my eyes...not cool at all..The bags gotta go..Maybe next weekend i will take some nyquil and fall asleep. This weekend is outta the quesion..Too much to do, so little time.

2) My momma's bday is in about an hour (April 4th). I love my mom unconditionally. I know everyone says they love their mom but mine is just extraordinary. Survived cancer twice last year. Even when the doctors had written her off, she still came out stronger than ever. Went back to work less than a month afte her multiple surgeries so that her children wont have to go without. All the time she was fighing foe her life, she was still lways concerned about the welfare of her kids. My mom has sacrificed so many things for us. My mom is definitely my bestfriend. We talk about everything from school to boys and everything in between. She is one person i know i can be completely honest with and would not judge me. She offers me advice when i need it and lets me be when i need to figure out life on my own. She has always been supportive of my decisions even if they weren't always the best ones. I dont know what i would do or the type of person i would become without my mom in my life.I love you mom and i pray that God makes me half the woman you are. I pray that you reap the fruits of your labor. Love you beyond words..

3) Speaking of moms, one of my fave bloggers lost her mom, London Buki. She was a major source of strength when my mom was very sick. Reading her posts encouraged me a whole lot cuz i knew she could relate to watching your mom so sick and there is really nothing you could do but pray. I really prayed for her moma nd i believed in my heart that she was going to get better. I guess God knows best. London buki, I pray that God gives you strength during this difficult time. I pray that he becomes more than the mother in your life..God bless you.

4) I was talking to one of my friends today and she brought up the RUNAWAY BOY and ever since, i have been getting serious urges to call him. he has been on my mind heavy but i have to resist those urges. God please deliver me from tempation....

5) Is it just me or are more unqualified ppl (students, unmarried ppl, etc) having kids these days. I wonder what is goung on. Everywhere i turn someone is popping out a baby or they are about to pop. I think its in the water that they drink. I hope i dont drink that water cuz i am not ready to be someone's mother. My family was just kill me especially al those uncles and aunties. Imagine me at this age trying to decide whether to buy some pumps or diapers. I am sorry but the pumps wil win oo. I need my shoes. I am to selfish at this point. I am still trying to get enough money for just me. Imagine if i had to split it with someone else. That wont work...lai lai...

6) I have heard so much great news about Ekene Onu's The Mrs. Club, so i decided to order it on amamzon. This is big for me cuz i don't ever buy books to read. That's why i visit the ny public library for that. So hopefully i get my book in a couple of days and be a part of the fasination. I will be back to let you guys know how the story was.

Anywayz, i have to go, my hwk is calling, in fact screaming my name. Got a 9am presentation, and i have ni idea what to talk about. Got 9hrs to come up with something, otherwise my professor will give me a king-sized F. God forbid.
will be bak to update...latersz

April 1st

Hey y'all,
I know its been too long since my last post but my life is a rollercoaster ride that can't seem to stop. Ive been keeping you up with all your blogs and you guys haven't dissapointed me yet..got my daily dose of laughter
Ive been super duper busy this last couple of weeks and from the looks of it, its gonna stay that way till the end of the month.
Took an 8hr roadtrip to Maryland last weekend and it was so much fun but that ish left me more exhausted than i bargained for...never driving in the middle of the night again

Is it just me or are all these youngins looking cuter and cuter by the day?..all the cuties i've been coming across recently are youngings and I aint ready to rock the cradle..

On a sadder note, me nd my bff got into a heated argument..
she told me about some guy that she was talking to and i was happy for her until i found out that he was a soon to be baby father..I dont have a problem with ppl that date baby fathers and vice-versa but that's just something that i don't think i can deal with. Everyone got their preference, so to each his own
The thing that got me really mad about the whole situation was that he never came out and told her that he was having a baby in a couple pf months. She found out from one of his friends by accident. That just put me off right away and out up a red flag. His excuse was that he was trying to find the right time to tell him and blah blah blah. Everytime she tries to find out the situation between him and his baby mama, he gets upset and changes the topic...I keep asking her why she is dealing with him but i haven't gotten an answer yet..
The baby mama still wants her man back and is ready to fight for him. Everyone believes that him and his babymama are meant to be but he keeps denying that it's over between them. I dont believe the dude for one second and i strongly believe he is bad news especially cuz he is never upfront with her about his situation. When he is with his baby mama he lies and starts acting up.
Right now he even has his baby mama living with him claiming that he had to take her in cuz she had nowhere to go..I'm not one to get into people's business cuz i believe that only you can make the decision for yourself but i just had to confront her and lay out the cards.. As in, the signs are all there what else are you waiting for? I keep trying to tell her that he is gonna leave her out in the cold especially when he has his baby but i guess she is just being ridiculous.
I love my bestfriend and dont wanna seee her get hurt but i guess imma have to leave her alone and just be there for her when she wants me to cuz the gurl is just trying to rationalize this foolishness.

On a lighter note, Im so excited that its April already. First of all, April means that school will beover in about a month or so..Secondly, SUMMER us right around the corner. Did you hear me say SUMMER!!! I'm so excited cuz this one is gonna be like no other..Plan on having loads of fun and hitting up every naija party in America..hahahahaha..i wish. But anyways i got my vacations all planned out. Im just so excited to be ditching the winter clothes and the layers of clothing.

Anywayz im off to bed cuz im so freaking drowsy therefore this post might be a little wierd (didnt bother to read it over or nuttin). Dont worry the old me would be back before you know it. Have a great week guys...

P.S. Omosewa i haven't watched all the movies you recommended but the ones i've seen are just the best..I will get to all of them eventually and you need to update ur blog ASAP..lol

Shortchanged

Hello my people oit there, hope u guys are having a better day than i am
Why do people just like being stupid and ignorant.
I need to learn to stop being so nice to people and just be a bitch sometimes
So last week was spring break in my school and me and my roommate decided we should go to Panama City in Florida. I had the money ready and everything but the stupid roommate of mine kept procastinationg and to cut the long story short, we ended up not going. I was mad but i got over it very quickly as per i already had a Plan b anyways.

4 days before i left to go on my trip to Atlanta to visit my best friend,
My roommate came to me crying that she wanted to come with me on spring break because she didn't want to go home and her bday was that weekend and blah blah blah
Me being the nice person that i am..Chei..i dont know why am always putting other people's feeling before mine and they always end up being ungrateful
So anyways, back to my story, after she came to me and threw a pity party, i felt really bad and asked my bff if it was okay to bring a friend along, she being as nice as i am, agreed to let her come
So anyways i went to MD that weekend and we met up in ATL that following monday
Biggest Mistake of my life!!!!
Can we say this chick is a chronic complainer..chei
Everything we did to try to please her, she was just complaining..Me and my bff had plans o hit up some naija parties and do some other things but as per the girl is akata, we had to switch up the plans just to accomodate her despite the fact that she was a last minute thingy.
We went to a club and left at 1am...when the party was just begining cuz this chick was complaining that she wanted to leave so we had to leave..Mehn, i was so mad but i still try to keep the good faith..
Woke up the next day to this chick on the phone with every Tom, Dick and Harry about how nuch fun she wasn't having and this was wack, that was wack....
Mind you all week, everything we did, everywhere we went and everything we bought, me and my bff was paying for it cuz we were trying to make her feel comfortable. The gurl never once offered to pay for anything but i didnt care cuz it was wuteva
The one she come do that piss me off the most ..Thank God for Jesus oo..I kno be area girl anymore, otherwise, i fo don open her yansh on the road...
So anyway, her birthday was on saturday and we decided to take her to a party she said she wasn't going..Okay...wetin u wanna do?

SO after sitting arounfd for 5hrs tryna figure out what to do to make this chic happy, she finally decided she wanted to go to this expensive ass restaurant.. Mind you i told her dumbass before we left that their food was mega expensive, she insisted that was where she wanted to go..So we put her ass in the car ane went oo..All in the name of trying to make her feel special on her birthday...As in your bday comes once a year...
We get there and i thought we were gonna eat and have fun..WRONG!!!! Never been so wrong in my life
The waiter came and sat us down and that was when the wahala started..
Mind you, it took us about an hour and 15 minutes to find the restaurant
So we sit down and me and my bff ordered a burger....That was the cheapest thing on the menu and that crap cost $23..I never even knew a 23 dollar burger existed before that nite...
homegurl ordered a steak that was like 47 dollars and she was complaining about how expensive it was..Mind you, she was warned before hand.
It was one of those really upscale restaurants and am a firm believer of the saying that there is a time and place for everything.
This gurl was just being so loud and acting like a ghetto chick
So anyways, her steak came and she had to send it back 3 times..I am not exaggerating
There was something differnet wrong each ime they brought it back out
It was time to pay and i asked the waiter to give everybody a seperate check just in case the chick decides to do something stupid..You cant pay for your 47 dollar steak, u berra start doing the dishes cuz am not paying for her meal
I was gonna pay but after her acts of BITCHASSNESS, I decided not to
She got the check and the gurl told the waiter that it wasn't hers....MO GBE!!!!
When you were ordering 47 dollar steak and 8 dollar mashed potatoes u didn't kno abi?
After the whole foolish act, she paid for her food and the gurl didnt leave atip
Omo, i was so pissed, you order 50 something dollar worth of food and you dont leave a tip..
Its time to go back to school and our flight schedule was messed up cuz of the horrible weather
So we got a flight going to NYC and got on it and then got a rental car to drive 6hrs to Buffalo
Did this chick offer to help pay for the rental car, gas or toll..Hell nah..The stupid thing just sat there while i was dishing out money like my father owns CENTRAL BANK OF NAIJA..pschewww.

That was the worst spring break of my life..My bff don shekpe for me finish
So was i wrong to help a damsel in distress?
People lie taht kust make me want to be BITCH but i can't keep it on for too long and the i go back to being so nice but am determined to be not so nice to people any longer.
The gurl had been walking around acting like everything is all good
Everytime i see her, i just get mad all over again..ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm off to watch the movie Omosewa recommended to me...Thanks jare eyan gidi..

Emotional Rollercoaster

Hello My people, sorry about not blogging for awhile
I just haven't had the motivation to sit down and start writing
I've not even being scoping other people's blogs till yesterday
Ya gurl has been going through some serious emotional roller coaster
Too much *ish(excuse my french) has been going on..Got a girl all messed up in the head
Spring Break just passed and i still feel like im waiting for spring break
I need a vacation ASAP!!!!!
So what do i have to blog about? (thinking very hard)
I wasn't gonna blog about this cuz t makes no sense to me but after reading my girl Risquediva's blog, i decided to blog about it
So there is this boy that i've been talking to for a couple of months now
Ive known him for like 4 yrs now and were attracted to each other but at the time we were both in relationships so we just stayed friends
So towards the end of last year, we kinda got closer as per we were both out of relationships and we just connected.
We talked like 5-6 times a day for hours at a time and everything was just going great
When i was going through some serious shit last year, he was there for me everystep of the way
As in the boy would even pray with me over the phone..it was pretty much clear that we were gonna end up together and we woukd have but the distance was the problem
We lived in 2 different states and i decided to wait a while since i was moving to his state in a couple of months
Long distance relationship has never really been my thing cuz i guess i have trust issues when it comes to guys.
So everything was going great or so i thought till February 13th
We were on the phone as usual talking about the day's events and we got of the phone
The next day i dodnt hear from him or nothing and i was kinda upset as per it was Valentine's day but i had to keep reminding myself that he wasn't my man and i had no legit reason to be mad..but i just couldn't help it
The following day i decided to cal him but there was no answer
I called him everyday after that and there was still no answer so i started to get worried
I was thinking of all the things that could have possibly happened to him and i was kinda scared cuz this was the longest we had gone without speaking since we got real close
Then about two weeks later, he called me during my nite class and i called him back after i got outta class and there was tsill no response
So my anxiety became anger, cuz now i knew his dumbass was alive and okay but he was just not responding to my calls and i stopped calling
Then on his birthday after some persuasion from my best friend (who also shares his birthday) i decided to wish him a happy birthday even though i personally didnt care if he was having a good birthday or not and guess what? yup you guessed right, he still didnt pick up.
At this point i was like whatever...it was hard to keep him out of my thoughts but i was determined not to go crazy of one human being.

Next morning, Im in my room blasting my music and chilling before i went to work and then my phone starts ringing...Lo and behold it was him
i had to look at my phone twice to makse sure i was seeing right
Before this, i had imagined that if he ever called me again, he was getting straight up and down cursed out
But when he called me, i was just so calm and i wasn't necessarily interested in whatever he had to say..He kept apologizing and aplogizing but i guess i wasnt prepared to deal with him
i had began to slowly and gradually erase him from my system, hence my last 2 post about men
So i had to cut him off and tell him that i would call him later
He called me that nite but i didnt pick up cuz i was doing something important; so i sent him text.
A couple of days later, i called him and he told him he was gonna call me back in 2 minutes and explain to me why he had to get off the phone
That was 11 days ago and i just feel like punching his lights out
The boy has toyed with my emotions enough and i am just done with foolishness
I officially taken his nu,ber out of my phine so that i don't get any random urges to call him or text him
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..these guys are just messing up nowadays
I think there is something in the water that they drink
My roommate too just pissed me the hell off but i will blog about that later..Sitting here and typing is not that much fum..I wish i could just talk and it would be typed up
I hope all u guys out there are having a better week than i am..Stay blessed

Random Post

Hello Guys,
I have been in a great mood all day today..I'm on cloud nine
The weather was perfect today..we had 50 degrees...that hasn't happened since like August
Everybody was in little skirts and shorts like we were in the middle of summer
But my ass had on some Jeans and a jacket cuz i aint about to get sick
Tomorrow we are going bak to snow showers nd stuff...thats definitely a bummer
Im just so happy which is kinda wierd
That fine ass Naija/Liberian boy has been running through my mind all day...hahahahahahaha
Maybe its cuz i saw him today
I know u guys told me not to get in trouble and what not
There's nothing wrong in looking and admiring abi?
It not like i showed up to his house naked or something...Im just fantasizing
The boy is just to fine...Now my roommate got a crush on him am like that's a complete NO NO
we cant all have a crush on this one guy...I met him first so they all betta back off

I am just so ready for it to be summer...No jackets or layers
I am tired of being scared to step out my door cuz its like 12 degrees and 35mph wind
I wanna travel the world, soak up in the sun, and just chill
But the only problem is MONEY!!!!
So therefore, i gotta work
I swear i wish someone could pay me to just travel

So my friend sent me this song...I mean its so razz and all
But you guys should see me just dancing my ass off
I am just in a great mood and i dunno why



Anyway i am off to go do my rounds of blog reading
DL , i hope u are reading this, if you are get off my blog and go update yours...hahahahaha..its all love
Goodnite y'all..Im about to go dream about the cutie

My long lost CRUSH

So today after being on a date with my textbook all weekend,
Your gurl got bored and decided to go visit some friends who were having a potluck dinner
So of course ur gurl was looking on point amd im glad i was cuz i was gonna just throw on some sweats.
So i get there with one of my friends and right when i walked in this boy caught my attention...this rarely happens..I mean i have seen cute boys but i dont thnk i've met one that takes my breath away
I didnt even get to see his face yet al; i saw was the back of his head
This boy was one fine piece of chocolate
And the boy turns around....my heart skipped a couple of beats...
i recognized him immediately...my long lost CRUSH

So I met this man my freshman yr of college and then he was a senior
I would never forget the first day i showed up to my American Studies class and 5 minutes into the class, this precious work of art walks in and i just couldn't keep my eyes off him
He was like 6'4'', dark, athletic (homeboy was on the basketball team), he had a face to die for
I wish i could a pic of him up or sumthin cuz am not one to go crazy over guys but i had to go crazy over this one cuz he was just all that.

After that day i met him class, i showed up to every home game cheering my new crush on like some damn groupie...Damn i was pathetic.

Anyways, I never had enuff balls to introduce myself to him and make a move...kept waiting for him but unfortunately nothing happened.
He graduated and i moved on

And then today, i just started gettting all excited like some dam 5 yr old
Even my friend was like damn who is that and i had to tell her to back off cuz he has my name written all over him.....
The boy was looking better than i had ever seen him look, yu know how some ppl's sexiness diminishes with age, his was just so much better
The boy was on his best P's
So still in the attitude of boldness...lol..I decided that i must make myself known..
I couldn't let all these hotness of mine go to waste

So while eating he came around and just started talking....i was like this must be a sign cuz the boy just reduced my workload
All the while he was talking to me i was just staring at his face especially those lips....YEPARIPA
Probably made out like 2 sentences from the whole converstaion cuz i was just daydreaming...See how this boy just turned me to a zombie
The boy was pretty cool and i just kept finding and excuse to talk to him, touch him.....hahahahahaha
As in he made a joke and i was like hahahahahahahahaha..all the while touching his chest and what not....I swear something has come over me

So i had to put my detective skills to work....I had to find out what this biy was really about
To say i was devastated would be an understatement..
Come to find out the man has a girlfriend ...Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
And he is half-Nigerian and half-Liberian...

I cant even go on *tear tear*
Sike.....Just cuz he got a girl doesn't mean i cant admire God's creation whem i see one
Just facebook requested him....keeping my fingers crossed
Ok im off to do something productive with my life

March 1st, 2008

Who can believe its March already?

I remember January 1st like it was yesterday...hahahahahaha

The weather is still sucky as usual

Its March and its stil snowing...WTH!!!

The year is just flying by...its good and bad

Good in the sense that i can't wait to get outta school

Bad in the sense that i feel like i don'y have the time to accomplish all my goals

I have so many things that i want to do and i am seriously working on them

This year has been nicknamed Two thousand and Great

So far its been great and im working very hard to make sure its greater

A lot of us young nigerians are on some serious P's this year

As in everybody is tryna do something big this year and i have to be one of them

I am so proud of the young nigerian enterpreneurs who are doing it big...Kudos to you guys.

Me and God have been dialoguing a lot lately and it feels good

I just have to get into the habit of going to church regulary again

I used to be a regular church goer but going to them naija churches completely broke my spirit mehn, so i just completely stopped going.

I started going to this akata church and they too have their own

Every word that comes out the pastor's mouth, somebody begins to catch the holy ghost

One time all the man said was open to Daniel something and then somepeople just started catching holyghost..I'm like NAWAOH

And they took like 5 offerings..they can make someone go bankrupt jo

Apart from all that, the church is pretty cool and the pastor is on fire

So i came to the conclusion that every church has their own issues, i just have to find one that suits me best..I doubt it will be a nigerian church though cuz those ppl showed me some serious pepper (will blog abt it some other day)

So my mind has been working over time..got so much to do and so little time to do it

So me and my books have been getting to know each other and it's been pretty intense

Our love making sessions is just out of this world..Been at it since 9am and we still can't get enough of each other...hahahahaha

we propabably have a couple of more hours to go before we take a break...hahahaha

OMG!!! So i am sitting here in the library right and this highly sexified boy walks in and sits a couple of tables away from me..As in the boy is hella fine.

I mean i still love my books but every now and then a gurl gotta stray and see what is out there..hahahaha..ok, i know i've completely lost my mind.

So am looking at this boy and wondering why i never saw him before. Everytime i try to steal a quick look, the boy is looking right back at me. I was gonna pull a bold move and do something crazy (following in the footsteps of my mentor DL, hahahahaha) but i realize that his gurlfriend just walked in...Mehn, Im pissed

Anyway just cuz the gurl is there does not stop me from looking, afterall I am only looking, nothing more.

The gurl is staring at her man cuz i guess she realized what was going and the boy is kinda scared to look at me cuz homegurl was just in the way..Why does he have a gurlfriend.

The gurl just keeps staring at the boy and i am still staring at the boy..what's my own. its a free country and im pleased to stare as i please.

the gurl didn't want to move cuz i guess she was scared of what might transpire if she walked away.....

Me i wasn't tryna steal her man cuz i am not a homewrecker but i just had to stare at that fine man cuz he was just too irresistible. If only............

Anyway, the gurl is still watching the both of us..Homegurl needs to do some work otherwise, why did she come to thw library.

Anyway i have to go attend to Mr. Book cuz he is starting to feel a little neglected and we dont want that to happen.........